Shit, I think that according to this I'm your very personal Benjamin Button. I started out as a techno geek with oversized jackets, I moved through a goffik phase and got myself a dog, and now I'm starting to wear colours, have cut my hair short and experience an increasing desire to be a wizard. Wish I was kidding.
You really captured the awkwardness of being an outsider or simply missunderstood and teen angst that had a big "SEX" tattooed onto the forehead. Also, the things you think of when slowly, slooooowly becoming an adult.
Generally as you grow, there's the 'losing of baby-fat' stage. After that's gone, and you're still a little overweight, just general activity and nonstop action of younger kids can fix the rest. It's unusual, but it happens.
I can't believe how close-minded you are... Usually people who are fat don't want to be chubby, fool. They want to get skinny. Therefore they go into a series of hardcore exercise, diet, and healthy eating. So let me write your sentence again for you. "If fat people who aren't as determined as other people lose weight, they don't become skinny they become normal or chubby (most likely chubby)"
this is not a philosophical argument it's biological most people have their weight printed on their genes and studies show that your body has this default weight that it doesn't like to change and tries hard to get back to it ( that means that it's HARD to lose weight NOT impossible but it's ALMOST impossible to turn from overweight to underweight unless the person has developed anorexia or some other psychological or hormone disorder ) that and the truth is MOST people don't change even if they need to
Never have I ONCE said that that they needed to be underweight. "Studies show" that if you do the things that I just listed in my previous reply, you CAN change, "MOST" people do. "Hardcore" is what I said, if you need a memory boost.